You'll have to stand on your own two feet and say "**** it" que sera, sera, Hakuna Matata. You've hit rock bottom and the only way to go is up.In your field you can do freelance work until you find a job or until you build a clientele large enough to start your own business.We specialize in bringing together singles who want to date different races.
If you want the freedom to do what you want badly enough to move out, then move out. However, my bacon habits really narrow my pool of the type of people I'd prefer to date. With respect to your panic attacks, this situation is going to make your symptoms worse.
I also prefer non Caucasian guys but if you are dependent on family approval etc and sometimes the acceptance of your friends then it can be a rocky road to date inter-racially. The timing blows because you're just about to finish, still no job, limitations and an inappropriate pair of parents breathing down your neck so to speak; but you need independence and can't afford it YET, at the same time.
Your goal: independence, I also agree with the others - move out, become independent of your parents.
I moved out when I was 18 because I was tired of being told what to do, my parents "forbade" me to date Americans (I grew up in Germany).
That would be a good thing for him to know, instead of saying why you are attracted to black or asian men.
Simply saying "I'm not attracted to white men", whether you date different men now or not, will tell him that the future as far as that goes is inevitable. From what you have written as soon as you do as you wish and against your parent's wish, you will be on your own and will have lost your family. Finish your education, get a job and your own place and to thine own self be true. I'm also mostly attracted to non-caucasian guys, and my family would not jump for joy if I dated someone, but it's my life, and they just have to deal.You are making a trade off of bring able to do what you want in return for the benefit of living there.Nothing is ever free, even if the price isn't money. You're so close to getting your degree, you're employable, but all that is being spoiled, because of controlling and interfering parents.Plentyoffish dating forums are a place to meet singles and get dating advice or share dating experiences etc.Hopefully you will all have fun meeting singles and try out this online dating thing...He can stop trying to change your father is a racist and I'm afraid that if I date outside of my own race while I'm living with my father that he will throw me out, yet I don't want to keep dating white guys because the attraction isn't there. You don't actually turn into a pumpkin, or shrivel up and crumble if you stop dating for a bit. Do what makes you happy, there is just no other way.